So as I start this week I am still processing things but definatly see light at the end of the “tunnel of self”. If that makes sense I don’t know.
I didn’t do anything yesterday, I had made 3 appointments with friends but all of them fell through. 2 have been re-arranged, but I was kinda looking forwards to it.
I start my day with a light oversleep (sorry work!) but still managed to cover my duties until my secondary got to the office so nothing bad happened. As I type on the tube I can see the two old geezas commenting on the fact I am a “Hat wearing, laptop using, electronic loud music listening young person.”. Admittadly I do find it fun causing people to question, make them think, etc. But at the same time they have to realise that I am aware of my surroundings I timed a perfect look up and down the carrage so they both are aware; fakkers. Maybe I should get business cards that have my blog address and a comment, “Read my blog at then end of today, I will comment about you.”
I am really stuck on Carl Matthas’ shows at the moment, the have an elating aspect that cannot be beaten. He really knows how to order the mix effectivly.
Direction; it is something I aways find difficut. I tend to have interests in lots of different geeky things and flip and change between my focus all the time. I need to start to form some personal goals. The problem I always have with goals is that all I really want is to be happy, what makes me happy is learning. So as long as I constantly learn new things, apply things to new situations I am happy. You know I think I am acutally lucky to have such a simple view on things; I don’t crave money, as long as I have enough to live I am content. I wonder how many other people take life so simply?
Hammersmith, always the train gets half packed here. I was enjoying my space.
So I think that is enough for now, half way to work. I will see if I am enthused enough to write later on. (Actually have you noticed that its when I am single I find it easier to write. The strange cathartic nature of my blogging style.)
Cheers,
DanBUK.