This weekend I had a good friend from Germany visiting. Had loads of fun. Went clubbing at indigO2 to some wicked DnB, the night was A.W.O.L. and some really good DJ’s. Met a few people that I had never met in real life before. Was really good to put faces to the names. Spent all of yesterday in my local, drinking, eating and chatting with friends. It was a nice and chilled day.
This evening I just saw a friend for a few hours, we had a good chat; we always do! Am currently on the tube… Next train now. And I need to stop myself feeling something. Cannot really say what as I don’t discuss everything here, but it’s been playing on me. I cause it all myself, I know… But it is better to be in chaos than boredom. (I think….with some uncertainty.)
2008/12/08
Fun with friends
2008/12/01
What is happening to me?
So as I have now had time to find myself a bit. I start to see myself differently. Who knows if it is any clearer. I feel strong, no confident, not ballsy, but able to face the world from the sense of a closer rooting to me. If that makes sense, well then I need medial attention.
So I have spent the evening chatting to someone I met through my ciggy breaks. Had a good old chat. I now find myself on the Central Line heading back to EB to have a cheeky pint with a friend. Loud DnB in my ears as usual. Currently Stunna’s Halloween set. It rocks.
(Me wonders if this is one of my worst posts ever…)